Aishah Hassan|94'|Malaysia
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Monday, August 1, 2016

123455 years later


Hello, it's me lol. Oh wow, it's been a while I guess hurrhurrr.



My last post was on December 2013 and today is the first day of August, 2016. I don't know if anyone still read my blog.. Pretty sure no one does.. So, how do I start.. Man, this is awkward.

Well, lots of things happend for the past few years. I met a lot of new people, oh! I met VIXX, twice. I met them for the first time last year when they came to Malaysia as a judge for KWF. I even won two signed cd's and a signed polaroid of them T__T thanks 원식아 for drawing my number (starting from that day, my bias changed from 택온 to 원식 hahaha! but 젼이 will always stays on that special spot inside my heart ㅋㅋㅋ) too bad I didn't get to actually touch them (bad Aishah hahaha!) But they noticed me, VIXX senpai finally noticed me. I was given a chance to actually say something to them. But I suddenly went 뭉 so I screamed "I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!" into the mic and Hakyeon freaking replied me, he said "me too" asddgfhfjlrkekejr and my baby 젼이 freaking laughed adorably at me, I cried T__T (here's the video, you can't see me but you'll hear my scream lol) oh and the second time I met VIXX was on last May! I went to their Singapore live show with my 별빛 friends! Now that I've attended my two favorite groups ( 빅스 and 인피니트) concert, I can finally die happily~ Liesss, I still want to go to their Korean concert! Next year, next year hahaha!



I still can't believe I won this T__T





I've been through a lot too.. but let's talk about it next time :)




love and kisses :)

Monday, February 16, 2015

What do I live for?






What do I live for? Probably my mom, and.......

Infinite
Books.
My virtual parents, MyungYeol.
Sungyeol's gummy smiles.
KeO's love-hate relationship.
Taekwoon's grin.
Hakyeon's laugh.
Fanfiction.


Pretty useless. I know, I know...


I don't even know what to do, I don't know how to start.. I love to read, and I read a lot. I've tons of books, I read online. I read too many smut to the point I'll fall asleep while reading them.. I love to write too, if only I'm confident enough to actually share them with everyone.. I read Manga, watch anime, veriety show and I actually watch the raw version w/o english sub since I watch it for more than 6 hours everyday. I actually learned foreign language by accident ha ha ha!





love and kisses :)

Friday, January 2, 2015

2015







Friendship.

It's really amazing how friendship works.. As for me, friendship means everything. Once we became friends, I'll treasure you, I'll be there for you when you need someone to make you feel better. I prefer a friend who live far away from me, the farther the better. At least when I start to open up to them, they wont be able to sell my deepest, darkest stories because nobody's know me except for them.

I wasn't lying when I told everyone that Infinite save my life. I really mean it. Because of them, I found a lots of bestfriend and they live far away from me..


Happy new year, fellas.



love and kisses :)

Friday, October 24, 2014

Fanfiction





So, what is Fanfiction? Well, Fanfiction is basically a story written by a fan about their favorite Artist/Idol. It can be about anything, really. Crack, chessy love story of how your bias fall in love with you, their band mate (hehehe), or AU (Alternate Universe). In term to write a fanfic, we need a ship to sail. Yes, a ship. But not that boat or goat kind of ship. Its a different kind of ship. Basically, if you see any couple that you really like and thought "awww, they look so cute together." and you want them to get married and BOOM, that's how shipping works. Okay, get it? No? Nevermind....


So.. I've like a bunch of ship(s) that I sail, seriously. Like, I've my favorite ship from each group. Infinite, Exo, DB5K, Mblaq, Got7,  BigBang, Vixx, etc. There's a few ship that I can't stand  but lets not talk about it. Some of my friends and family knows how much I love Gay, boy/boy, Yaoi so yeah, one of the reason why I love kpop = YAOI.  So today, Im gonna talk about my Mother ship a.k.a the most favorite OTP which is, MyungYeol!


Infinite,

Myungsoo + Sungyeol = MyungYeol~~







Oh, glob! This ship means everything to me! Like, I can't never get enough of these two cuties. They're basically my parents and Im their Love child. Okay? Okay. Why do I ship them so bad? It's because they fit each other perfectly. The way Myungsoo look at Sungyeol, the way he laugh at every single jokes Yeol make, The way he hugs Yeol. I automatically transform in to a puppy when I saw them interact with each other /whimpers/












Gift spam~ hahaha!


Call me crazy for shipping two "straight" gays guys together but they will always be my Myungpa and Yeolma~ 


To fullfil my fantasies, I have to rely on a really good Fanfiction's Author and here's a few of my favorites. (Click on the red words, it'll  take you directly to the author page!)


YeolMonster (LJ)

She's my all time favorite! The way she wrote her stories was simply amazing, the storyline, the fluff, the humor, oh~ SuperFuckingFantastic! My personal favorite is "Sealed With A Kiss". It was so freaking good I actually re-read it whenever Im bored.


spiritfelty (AFF)

Aaaaaah, I freaking love "The Camera Shoots Straight"!! I just cant stop laughing while reading it, I really love the way she describe Myungyeol's personality in this fic. It suit them perfectly, I also re-read this fic whenever Im bored hehehe~


Vyn_Lie (AFF)

I simply love everything she wrote, period. This author really knows how to stir up my emotions, I feel like I was riding a roller coaster when I read her stories hahaha. The grammar was a bit messy but I don't really mind because she's the only one who know how to make me laugh, giggle and cry at the same time lol. Long story short, she really know's how to satisfy my Myungyeol's need. Saranghae, author nim!! Oh, did I mention that I'll re-read her stories when Im bored? Hehehehe. Oh, she's the one who got me hooked on PhunNoh



There's like another bunch of stories that I've read, in English and Bahasa (Indonesian), oh oh oh I actually love to read Indonesian's fanfic so much (tho there's a few words that I don't understand) because it gave me more feels but I cant remember any of them, huwaaaa T____T









To be really honest, I don't need a boyfriend. I just need to find a Myungsoo to my Sungyeol.



love and kisses :)