Cucumber in December.

 Ummm, hi. It's been awhile I guess /chocked on the dust/


 K-pop ruined my life, in a good way I mean lol. Guess what?  I freaking met Infinite last October! Yup, I went to the One Great Step! It was one of the best night in my entire life, seriously. I saw them with my own eyes, Guy oppa, Dinowoo oppa, Namgrease oppa, Hoaegi oppa, Yeolli oppa, Myung oppa and jonggie~

 They keep running in front of me, all of them. Sungjong keeps waving at me and Kim Fucking Myungsoo jumped off the stage and stand in  front of me and looked at my face and smiled adorably at my shocked face and fucking laughed at my reaction. I'm so glad that I bought vvip ticket and he's not even my bias. Lee Sungyeol, my yeollie pop, my ultimate bias. Y U NO SMILE AT ME? YOU'RE SO FREAKING SOMBONG YOU DIDN'T EVEN WAVE BACK AT ME!  But I still love you tho /sobs/


Yeollie and Jonggie's stage are so freaking awesome, the dj-ing make them look cool and manly (hukk, I still wish that they do the trouble maker instead but the girl besides me keep yelling, "taknak Trouble Maker please" WHY BITCH T.T) I just can't stop singing during Infinite H's stage, it was so freaking Co to the ol!! And the girl who received the diamond ring from Woohyun are so damn lucky, and I'm pretty sure that she's not even Malaysian, not fair ~ I just can't stop crying during Sunggyu's solo stage because damn, his voice are too beautiful T~T And lastly, Myungsoo solo's stage,  that stupid guy are sooooo fucking adorable and I really  wanted to be the bear so badly even it falls plenty of times already, I don't care as long as Myungsoo kiss me XD He's so cute I even forgot about the scandal thing, and it was true but that's a different story.

 I end up bawling like a baby during With because I don't want the concert to end and Woohyun freaking cried, Dongwoo too plus Myungsoo eyes were teary, poor boy. He must feel so guilty T.T I've made a lot of friends tho, it was seriously one of the best night, ever. And all the cheesy Malay pick-up line that they use that night, such as 'rindu kite?' 'saya Sungyeol lelaki seksi' 'saya Sungjong yang comel' 'Inspirit saya punya' 'jangan curang dengan kami' HAHAHAHA they even sang Rasa Sayang, totally worth it. Their english are awkward enough, can you guys imagine how ridiculous they sound when they speaks Malay? Pmsl XD


Psst,  I'm married to Myungsoo in my dream twice, last night. Witch is weird because he's not even my bias, but I still love it tho. We even had a baby ngahahaha XD

 I FREAKING STRIPPED MY WALL NAKED, OTL. I'll share some picture that I secretly took during the concert later. Stupid security for not allowing us to take a picture or video, we fucking paid for lemon's sake T.T






















love and kisses :)